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  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Babatunde Olatunji - Oya
  • Eating: pain pills
  • Drinking: earl gray tea Hot very hot
Saturday, February 7

On Monday, February 2, 2015, I was sparking the studio at the beginning of the shift. One of the lights blew out. As I was pulling the ladder out to change the light, a nearly full roll of tape fell from where it had been left at the top of the ladder. No one was in the studio at that time with the exception of me.

As I would later learn, I had a gash in my neck approximately 1” X 3/4” 

I told Jeremy, He replied that he would talk to mornings and get them to be more careful.

I also told Walt, Dave and Alex.

By the end of shift the wound was showing definite signs of infection, bright red color, tender to touch, pussy discharge. 

Tuesday, February 3, The area around the wound was discolored yellow like a bruise coming to the surface. I noticed a large hard knot about as big as both my fists put together.

I was in a lot of pain and that shift was very rough on me. I told Jeremy, Walt, Dave and Marcus.

Wednesday, February 4, when I showered and felt of the wound the scab came off. Entangled in the scab were 2 or 4 fibers from the gaff tape.

I felt a lot better but was still in some discomfort. The knots had gotten very hard but were not tender to touch at this time. I told Marcus.

Thursday, February 5, I felt fine in the beginning but as the day wore on my comfort level began to drop. By the end of shift Thursday I was very tired and in mild discomfort. 

I woke up in agony Thursday night/ Friday morning. The wound was discharging a lot of clear/yellowish fluid at this time

I called in sick Friday February 6, and for the most part stayed in bed.  The wound continued discharging a lot of clear/yellowish fluid. The knots were warm, sometimes hot to touch and very hard.
Friday, I did not eat adequately because my mouth was so dry. Because it was dry, I had difficulty chewing and swallowing.

Saturday February 7. feeling a little better but still in great discomfort. Decided to write this.

At the time of this writing, I have only eaten about one cup of peanut butter and one 44 oz. Dr. Pepper.  No matter how much  I drink, my mouth stays dry and it is difficult to chew and swallow.   

Saturday, February 7, 9:30 pm running fever and have red streaks radiating from wound. We have made the decision to go to go to the Emergency room.

We left the house at 9:30 and came home at 6:30 am. They made a 6 mm incision  deep in to the muscle near my spine. And according to one of the girls who was helping, they were getting about 200 cc's of bloody pus. They spent quite a bit of time working on me.

The whole operation was like a deep tissue massage gone very, very wrong. 


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the art of Creative Thinking by bear48
the art of Creative Thinking
I was ask to write an article on creative thinking and here it is
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  • Mood: Joy
  • Listening to: Babatunde Olatunji - Oya
  • Reading: The bodhrán
  • Playing: my drum
  • Eating: sausage, sauerkraut, and onions
  • Drinking: earl gray tea Hot very hot
The other day Andrés Bestard Maggio :iconandresbestardmaggio: posted what I thought was a deeply moving painting, "Energía ancestral" or “Ancestral energy” Energia ancestral - 1987 by andresbestardmaggio  It filled my dreams and waking thoughts until I sat down this morning and wrote this poem.


Doom Tek Ca
Doom doom

Smokey rhythm
Heart moving beat
Flute
First high and sweet
Then low and breathy

Doom doom
 
Rich smell of primal contentment
roasting meats, fat dripping and sputtering into the fire
grilling fish in hand woven baskets of green twigs
Pot herbs, seeds, nuts
Fresh flat bread cooking on a rock

Doom tek-ca

Fire hot flickering dancing
the aroma of hot ceder and burning pine

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Dancing, leaping, gyrating bodies in motion
touching, laughing, spinning
sitting, singing, eating, bragging

Joy joy joy

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Doom doom
Doom tek-ca

Drum soul to music
fine smooth wood against skin

Doom tek-ca

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Raw hide under hand 

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek
Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Moon rises
Fire burns bright
Revelers eat
Flute sings
Dancers leap
Drummer drums
Drum mesmerizes 
Heart beats
Flute hypothesizes

Doom doom

Doom doom
Doom tek-ca

Doom tek-ca
Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Doom tek-ca
Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Doom doom

Doom  



I may do some drawings and painting from this in the future.
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Doom doom

Smokey rhythm
Heart moving beat
Flute
First high and sweet
Then low and breathy

Doom doom

Rich smell of primal contentment
roasting meats, fat dripping and sputtering into the fire
grilling fish in hand woven baskets of green twigs
Pot herbs, seeds, nuts
Fresh flat bread cooking on a rock

Doom tek-ca

Fire hot flickering dancing
the aroma of hot ceder and burning pine

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Dancing, leaping, gyrating bodies in motion
touching, laughing, spinning
sitting, singing, eating, bragging

Joy joy joy

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Doom doom
Doom tek-ca

Drum soul to music
fine smooth wood against skin

Doom tek-ca

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Raw hide under hand

Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek
Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Moon rises
Fire burns bright
Revelers eat
Flute sings
Dancers leap
Drummer drums
Drum mesmerizes
Heart beats
Flute hypothesizes

Doom doom

Doom doom
Doom tek-ca

Doom tek-ca
Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Doom tek-ca
Doom tek-ca tek-ca tek

Doom doom

Doom
Doom Tek Ca
The other day Andrés Bestard Maggio :iconandresbestardmaggio: posted what I thought was a deeply moving painting, "Energía ancestral" or “Ancestral energy” Energia ancestral - 1987 by andresbestardmaggio  It filled my dreams and waking thoughts until I sat down this morning and wrote this poem.
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  • Mood: Anger
Charlie Hebdo will be missed

I have been a political cartoonist... At least members of the San Angelo City Counsel don't bomb you. They may want to but you are a little safer over here

I will hold 
Charlie Hebdo in HI respect for the rest of my life and in my own way "I am Charlie"


je suis charlie


CH 1178 by Pelicanh  Je suis Charlie by Gipgm2 Je suis Charlie by Little-Roisin 
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: Babatunde Olatunji - Oya
  • Eating: pain pills
  • Drinking: earl gray tea Hot very hot
Saturday, February 7

On Monday, February 2, 2015, I was sparking the studio at the beginning of the shift. One of the lights blew out. As I was pulling the ladder out to change the light, a nearly full roll of tape fell from where it had been left at the top of the ladder. No one was in the studio at that time with the exception of me.

As I would later learn, I had a gash in my neck approximately 1” X 3/4” 

I told Jeremy, He replied that he would talk to mornings and get them to be more careful.

I also told Walt, Dave and Alex.

By the end of shift the wound was showing definite signs of infection, bright red color, tender to touch, pussy discharge. 

Tuesday, February 3, The area around the wound was discolored yellow like a bruise coming to the surface. I noticed a large hard knot about as big as both my fists put together.

I was in a lot of pain and that shift was very rough on me. I told Jeremy, Walt, Dave and Marcus.

Wednesday, February 4, when I showered and felt of the wound the scab came off. Entangled in the scab were 2 or 4 fibers from the gaff tape.

I felt a lot better but was still in some discomfort. The knots had gotten very hard but were not tender to touch at this time. I told Marcus.

Thursday, February 5, I felt fine in the beginning but as the day wore on my comfort level began to drop. By the end of shift Thursday I was very tired and in mild discomfort. 

I woke up in agony Thursday night/ Friday morning. The wound was discharging a lot of clear/yellowish fluid at this time

I called in sick Friday February 6, and for the most part stayed in bed.  The wound continued discharging a lot of clear/yellowish fluid. The knots were warm, sometimes hot to touch and very hard.
Friday, I did not eat adequately because my mouth was so dry. Because it was dry, I had difficulty chewing and swallowing.

Saturday February 7. feeling a little better but still in great discomfort. Decided to write this.

At the time of this writing, I have only eaten about one cup of peanut butter and one 44 oz. Dr. Pepper.  No matter how much  I drink, my mouth stays dry and it is difficult to chew and swallow.   

Saturday, February 7, 9:30 pm running fever and have red streaks radiating from wound. We have made the decision to go to go to the Emergency room.

We left the house at 9:30 and came home at 6:30 am. They made a 6 mm incision  deep in to the muscle near my spine. And according to one of the girls who was helping, they were getting about 200 cc's of bloody pus. They spent quite a bit of time working on me.

The whole operation was like a deep tissue massage gone very, very wrong. 


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I made the Steampunk goggles I am wearing

I was my birthday present to myself

I really would go flying if I could

If it could be with 16 cylinders of supercharged, canvas and dope covered, amphibious, island hopping fury I would. Hopeless Romantic by bear48


I want to feel the wind in my face and have not much more that a well built kite around me Curtis Junior by bear48

Or just to race the wind in something I built myself Somday by bear48

such are the things of dreams

Be well and many blessings on your houses
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:iconthedailyproopkitten:
TheDailyProopKitten Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Digital Artist
thanks for the :iconllama3dplz: !
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:icondagaizm:
DAGAIZM Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015
Hi bear!
How is going by now?
Is everything allright?
Wish You both lot of health!!!
Greetings to You and Your lovely wife!
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:iconmacinaca:
Macinaca Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2015
You have a most excellent and nuanced vibe dude!
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Gipgm2 Featured By Owner Feb 14, 2015
Hay Buddy -Hope you feel better--I was go'na send you a Valentine--- But thought better of it---
Miss you around DA--God's Speed my friend---Gip 
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kissmy-claw Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2015  Professional General Artist
Thanks for the llama Heart 
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gorga Featured By Owner Feb 5, 2015
Thanks For The Llama Emote 
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365DaysOfMonochrome Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015  New member Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the lovely comments! Very much appreciated :D
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bear48 Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015  Professional
:D
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cybelemoon Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for all the comments, lots of nice things.  I have three I'll have to get back too, just realized it's 3am.
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bear48 Featured By Owner Jan 30, 2015  Professional
Oh my

been there did that
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